Random Thought

People call her selfish,
But little do these people know deep inside, she's blaming everything that had happened on herself.

People call her a problem kid,
But little do these people know the problems she REALLY have in her life

People think those bruises on her body were results of disobedience and bad behavior,
But little do these people know she gets abused by her father every night at home.

People call her 'anorexically skinny',
But little do these people know she goes to bed with restricted to little food to eat.

People wonder does she smoke 'cause she reeks of fag everytime,
But little do these people know her mom's on drugs and smoking.

People look and her and say self-pitying worm,
But little do these people know how strong she is in fact.

Deep inside, she fights the terror, fear and pain of everyday life,
She is like a flower growing in the midst of mosses,

Surrounded by the cold and merciless wind,
That threatens to uproot her fragile frame.

Yet she still stays strong,
And bears the wind every single time,

It blows right through her,
She never gives up,

Because she believes,
Every story has a happy ending,

And she believes that He will make everything alright,
In the time that He thinks is right.

So from then on, she endured the threats in her own life,
The pain from the abuse,
The sight of her semi-conscious mom,
The ear-shattering arguments and fights between her parents,
The pangs of hunger, the rumblings that emerged from her stomach,

Yet she remains thankful,
She knows she is still blessed,
And is still LUCKY,
To be in a condition where she is now.

To know that when she wakes up,
Despite the coldness and cruelness that surround her,
She still has another day to live to her very best,
When she thinks of the other people,
Who never got the chance to see another tomorrow

This girl will be my inspiration,
And she could be yours too.
I will be thankful from now on.
And I'll cherish every moment I have in my life.
Whether it be good or bad.
Because one day we'll look back upon it as a fragment of our memories,
Lest realizing how these pieces of fragments (:
Changed us in many ways,

To be strong,
Not too confident.

To be trustful,
Not naive,

To be caring and compassionate,
Not cruel or violent.

To be courageous,
Not to easily give up.

To have FAITH and BELIEVE,
Not to doubt endlessly.

But most importantly...

To LOVE and forgive,
Not to bear grudges and resent others.

:D