Okay.
This is a very annoying, debative, agressive, might-be-incomprehensive-to-some-people post.

And THIS is the situation:

WARNING: This are just examples. I am not referring to anyone. Please don't pera. Thank you.

Comment 1: Emos are people who do not deserve to even have a life.

Comment 2: Emos are stupid people.

Comment 3: I don't know what they find so FUN about cutting themselves

Comment 4: Emos are sh*t people

Comment 5: Emos don't deserve a place in our society. Go home ==

And more.

Let me tell you this first.

Emo IS NOT A PERSON, YOU KCUFHEAD -__________-

From WIKIPEDIA DUMBBUTT.

Emo (pronounced /ˈiːmoʊ/) is a style of rock music typically characterized by melodic musicianship and expressive, often confessional lyrics.

In addition to music, "emo" is often used more generally to signify a particular relationship between fans and artists, and to describe related aspects of fashion, culture, and behavior.

-----END OF DEFINITION-----

DID THEY SAY ANYTHING ABOUT EMOS being PEOPLE??

NO!

SO SHADDUP AND DUN ASSUME IF YOU ARE NOT SURE ABOUT IT.

SSA.

And to people who has a same viewpoint as the "Comment 3: I don't know what they find so FUN about cutting themselves",

.....

WHO THE HECK EVER SAID CUTTING WAS FUN?!

It is basically maybe a way for these people to release the anger and hurt and all the pain that they've suffered in their lives.

Because nothing else works.

Turning the radio on so loud so nobody hears you scream. Failed.

Hit/Damage/Throw/Toss Stuff. Failed.

At least they don't COMMIT SUICIDE okay?

And emos cut not to suicide, don't assume i say again, don't assume and most importantly don't JUDGE, you buttpoos. *you know who you are u ssaholes.*

We are all IMperfect.
So who are YOU to judge?
You can't answer can you?
CAN YOU?!

Then oh please, shut your filthy mouth. =___=

The people here who cut/depressed are usually people who have problems in their live compared to you anti-"emos" SPOILED BRATS who live "oh-so-perfect-and-happy" life wit things like perhaps:

Your MOMMY scolding u

OR

Your DADDY not buying that that new phone for you

the "OH-GAWD-IT'S-THE-END-OF-MY-WORLD-I-WANT-TO-DIE problem"

Why don't you try putting yourself into a situation where maybe these people have to live wit

- Fathers who come home drunk

- Mothers who take drugs

- Divorced Parents

- Parents who abuse

- Cheating parents

- Unhappy families

- Death of a family member that was really close to them

- Members of families that molest/rape them and they can't do anything about it

- Parents that DON'T get them what they want or in better terms, NEED.

I bet YOU who criticize these people never actually GOT YOURSELF THESE SITUATIONS DID YOU?

DID YOU??!

WELL THEN TRY PUTTING YOURSELF INTO THESE SITUATIONS TO SEE HOW YOU LIKE IT.

I BET IF YOU BEING ALL SPOILED BRATTISH-LIKE AND ALL THAT WOULD PROBABLY HAVE COMMITED SUICIDE MONTHS AGO.

Wait, no.

CENTURIES...MILLENIUMS AGO.

-____________________________-

This is a special post...
To a special person...
Whom I guess was called to the Lord on Wednesday the 8th of April 2009...
Aaron Teo Ching Yong *lol i got your Chinese name from 2008's school mag*

Even if I didn' know him that well...
I actually got to know him back in 2006 =p.
When if I was not wrong, our school had it's "perasmian" or more common terms,
Open Day.
You were one of the guys that were asked to help carry the tables away to clear space for the event.
I remember you had to carry one of those teacher's table by yourself.
So I remember asking you if you need help and helping you carry it to the old block ^^

And from just that incident, I found you to be a really nice guy =D.
You didn't even complain when you were needed to carry the tables.

But last night...
Thursday 9 April 2009, when I heard the news...
Oh Lord...I felt like crying.
Yes, I may not have known you as well as people like Ashley XD
But to know that the guy that was really nice to me 3 years ago is gone from this world,
Really got to me.

I keep trying to convince myself.
That death is not the end of the world.
It's a new beginning.
In a new place...
But no matter what I think,
I can't help but feel sad...
Especially when I listen to dat dam Ipod =="

The song 'Yesterday' or 'One Sweet Day' comes out,
And I'll start thinking...
What the heck did this guy do to deserve death so early,
Yea...maybe God had better plans for you...
But STILL!

You are dearly missed by all your friends and family out here.
Don't forget to watch over us, ya? ^^

R.I.P Aaron...=]

We will always hold you in our hearts...

1 Thessalonians 4:14 - We believe that Jesus died and rose; it will be the same for those who have died in Jesus. God will bring them together with Jesus and for his sake.

it's 4:45 a.m in the morning and this time I'm not alone.

Yup, and I'm proud to announce that,

Kolly stayed up wit me the whole night tonight =DD.

Yes, both of us didn't sleep and thank God she stayed awake =)

Omgosh, cramming for subjects like history is so NORMAL la. I mean, actually 40+ pages is considered very little liaw...

In National, these poor victims (including Kolly) hv to study like over 20 chapters of SEJARAH for their FIRST TERM exam. ==. i noe how it feels. it's TORTUROUS! O.O. I am not exaggerating.

Talked wit Mr. Willy last nite. Ask whether can go his tuition o not.

me: i will see u in TUITION
me: *devil emoticon*
mr.w: another monster coming
me: wad da heck
me: EEEE
me: teacher!!!
me: T.T
mr.w: hopefully you are the tame one

HIYA TEACHER. LAME LA =p.

haha jkjk ^^ dun b offended.

4/5/2009		9:17:58 PM				josh fooling around wif sainta claus
4/5/2009		9:18:05 PM				WAD DA HECK
4/5/2009		9:18:07 PM				y u not jealous meh
4/5/2009		9:18:10 PM				==
4/5/2009		9:18:13 PM				sainta claus always say ho ho ho
4/5/2009		9:18:17 PM				jealous for?
4/5/2009		9:18:21 PM				he cheat on u
4/5/2009		9:18:24 PM				he go flirt wit santa ==
4/5/2009		9:18:27 PM				i don give a fuck
4/5/2009		9:18:29 PM				==
4/5/2009		9:18:31 PM				lol
4/5/2009		9:18:36 PM				cuz i fuck him
4/5/2009		9:18:36 PM				=)_
4/5/2009		9:18:37 PM				wad type of gay partner is dis ==
4/5/2009		9:18:39 PM				= =
4/5/2009		9:18:40 PM				LOL
4/5/2009		9:18:42 PM				LOL
4/5/2009		9:18:43 PM				!!!!
4/5/2009		9:18:45 PM				LOLL!!!
4/5/2009		9:18:45 PM				he's NO LONGER GAY.
4/5/2009		9:18:50 PM				why not? =(
4/5/2009		9:18:51 PM				HE BECOME THEEE AH BENG!
4/5/2009		9:18:52 PM				he not virgin liaw
4/5/2009		9:18:56 PM				yea
4/5/2009		9:18:58 PM				cos u fck him ma
4/5/2009		9:19:01 PM				no
4/5/2009		9:19:04 PM				he fuck other ppl

Part of the 'bring-back-memories' conversation alai, ccy and me hv.

Although I do NOT approve of the swearing.

Kio ee lang mai swear a neh chey pai kok be hiau tia. ==

4/5/2009		9:17:58 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			josh fooling around wif sainta claus
4/5/2009		9:18:05 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			WAD DA HECK
4/5/2009		9:18:07 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			y u not jealous meh
4/5/2009		9:18:10 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			==
4/5/2009		9:18:13 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			sainta claus always say ho ho ho
4/5/2009		9:18:17 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			jealous for?
4/5/2009		9:18:21 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			he cheat on u
4/5/2009		9:18:24 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			he go flirt wit santa ==
4/5/2009		9:18:27 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			i don give a fuck
4/5/2009		9:18:29 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			==
4/5/2009		9:18:31 PM		[b]- ChungYee[/b]		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(, alai			lol
4/5/2009		9:18:36 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			cuz i fuck him
4/5/2009		9:18:36 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			=)_
4/5/2009		9:18:37 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			wad type of gay partner is dis ==
4/5/2009		9:18:39 PM		[b]- ChungYee[/b]		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(, alai			= =
4/5/2009		9:18:40 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			LOL
4/5/2009		9:18:42 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			LOL
4/5/2009		9:18:43 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			!!!!
4/5/2009		9:18:45 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			LOLL!!!
4/5/2009		9:18:45 PM		[b]- ChungYee[/b]		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(, alai			he's NO LONGER GAY.
4/5/2009		9:18:50 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			why not? =(
4/5/2009		9:18:51 PM		[b]- ChungYee[/b]		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(, alai			HE BECOME THEEE AH BENG!
4/5/2009		9:18:52 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			he not virgin liaw
4/5/2009		9:18:56 PM		[b]- ChungYee[/b]		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(, alai			yea
4/5/2009		9:18:58 PM		i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(		[b]- ChungYee[/b], alai			cos u fck him ma
4/5/2009		9:19:01 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			no
4/5/2009		9:19:04 PM		alai		[b]- ChungYee[/b], i miss and need my ko in melbourne :(			he fuck other ppl

XD

alot of swearing
mai swear mai swear ^^

okay liaw la...it's 5:01 a.m now. better start studying my zzzz....literature. and history.

See you all =D

da says everytime i talk wit u i smile says:
U MISS ME O NOT

da says everytime i talk wit u i smile says:
XDD

ChungYee says:
yes LOL

I don't know why but these past few days...

Everything that friends around me do, reminds me of J.Loh.

Oh Lord, I miss him really really much! ='(

lol...the time at the airport when the whole group of us gathered together at 8 a.m to see him off...

And before he passed thru those gates, we cried the 'parc' out of ourselves

Me, Dawn and Yi Yong, the crazy three that were laughing + crying at the same time...

And then when he passed through the checking thingy where you have to put your bags through and it beeped and the guards had to check you ><. that was something to cheer us up. But again we cried. Because we know, you're gonna be so far awwaaayyy... We in Kuching. You in NZ. I tell you this: I will take as many small bowl of chilli as you want at your favourite Kolo Mee stall opposite Green Road, just to see you again =) I will not scream at you to shut up whenever you talk in BM tuition..."J.Loh SHUT UP!". No more, considered you come back again... So sudden...it's like we thought you would leave AFTER PMR...den you broke the news to us: You were gonna leave in the beginning of the year and the time you told me about it, which was in Cikgu Joey's BM tuition, you had only ONE MONTH left.

We all dearly dearly DEARLY miss you! =( Your timetable is still cello-taped on the wall in 3A =p. But you know what? I'm not gonna say goodbye. No, I won't. Because...it ain't goodbye ya noe? It's see you again... 'Cause..=))..we'll be seeing you after PMR when you will come back.

Today, Nic put in his msg he beat his fren in Wii Tennis =p. Then I remember that day I went to your house for debate discussion...and I was the only one, so basically we weren't serious. There was that same annoying cat that you hated so much 'cause it always chose your backyard to sleep and poop in? I remember when you said you wanted to kill it and I didn't believe you at all so I gave you the chopper. And we went to the backyard, and when you lifted the chopper it ran through a hole in your wall to your neighbour's house =D. But anyways, it wasn't as if you would kill it, you're too kind.

Then you showed me that awesome skipping rope stunt you could do. Like the one where you have two skips in one jump. That was seriously SERIOUSLY good. Your rope went so fast, sparks came out of it O.O. THEN THEN THEN THEN! You went and play your Wii! LOL!!!

And you played the Tennis one where you had to hit the wall. LOL. You got insulted 'cause I kept laughing at you XD, 'cause whenever you hit the wall, the most you could ever hit back was 4 times? Sigh...good times...ooh!!! And that time!!!! When we all went to McD for the debate gathering. Me, You, Ned, Pius, Seba, Ben =p Then instead of doing the debate we walked to Riverside to watch High School Musical 3?

Thank God our parents didn't find out =x. Poor Pius...his mom found out about it...but God saved you la! Pius said his mom good mood again after he willingly followed her to church. LOL. tsktsk...bad boy bad boy pius! XDD Oooh!!! And the time when Jordan baked cupcakes!!! SO YUMMYY!!! He would bake the chocolate one and his mom the cheese one. Then me and you would fight over who gets the chocolate cupcake but STILL the cheese one was really good la. But I never got the chance to eat the chocolate one, but ANYWAYS...oh..and the times when I would usually lie on the floor to do my work in tuition and you would take a pillow and lie beside me and make me laugh/annoy me.

Tuition has never been the same without you. Well...I stopped for a while 'cause I moved to International but I will start again 'cause I realized my BM drop like what. =.="

I really REALLY wanna THANK YOU for coming to St.Joe's that time to support me and Joce. The reason we performed was really actually for you XD before you left and we had an original song that went like this:

As the days go by,
It's so hard just not to cry,
That day will soon be coming,
The day we say our last goodbyes *it's not goodbye yet though =D*
Don't leave, don't go I begged you,
You told me there was nothing you could do, *this...*
Everything was planned and made for, *and THIS line is definitely true*
Now all you have to do is walk out of the door.//

hehe...but we never really gotten to finishing it in time and performance was on Valentine's so yea...we ended up wit "Truly, Madly, Deeply" We're...well...I'M so sorry the performance sucked =(. It was my fault. Anything that went wrong was my fault 'cause I planned this whole thing and yea...so I apologize =] YOU NOE?? You were the ONLY one who went to support us. Dawn, Chik Sheng, Yi Yong and Mel couldn't come so it's not their fault actually 'cause they had appointments/transport problems, but YOU came. AND you were told LAST MINUTE and you actually came to see us! =D and that I really wanna thank you for.

Thank you also for being one of the members in the debate. I know you really didn't want to debate 'cause last time someone really kua soi u *dat person can go die, not like he perfect or wad right*, but you did it for Ned, and that was really nice =}

OH and NOT to forget, YOUTH CAMP! XDDD 2008, National Service Place in Bau, Kuching. =] You were in Kota Samarahan Group. You, Justin, Timmy, Josephine, Elisa =p. So soi...I wasn't in. I in Lundu wit Shau...at least got Shau la. Joce suppose to go but she go KL if not at least got someone I know in my room =.= When usually at 5+/6+ a.m, you, Timmy, Jus, Jesmond they all go jogging, then I would wake up to watch the sunrise =D. So pretty! You guys should have been there =)...

WE WERE SUPPOSE TO ROLL DOWN THE HILL!!! T.T but it never really worked 'cause it rained on the last day T.T So I will see you in 6 or 7 more months =].


HAHA. =]. SEE YOU!!!

Yesterday was April Fools.

I hate April Fools =.=

'Cause I always get fooled 'cause I am a so believe-what-people-say type of person.

I got tricked already the minute I reached school.

*walking into school*

Darren; Brenda? You know that guy's our new headmaster? *points behind me*

Me: Where? *turns around*

Darren: April Fools! *lols*

Me: =.=

-----------------------------------------------------------

Place: Library, Citizenship Class

Jacq: Brenda, your zip.

Me: Oh...thank you...*reaches to pull zip up*

Jacq: XD April Fool's

Me: HAIYA u. XD

Mr. Peter is fricking COOL.

He April-fooled Jason I think.

He gave an Oreo cookie to Jason so Jason ate it and told Gabriel it was "peppermint"

So of course la, we all know the only flavour Oreo has is original (white paste), chocolate and mocha/coffee right?

So Gabriel tried some. Don tried some too

And Mr. Peter finally told them he replaced the white filling with Colgate.

XDD.

I didn't get to try ^^. There wasn't enough...oh wells....

I am fricking nervous for my exams!!!!

I just received my exam timetable today. Teacher dunno I dun have until well...I asked him for the timetable.

LOL. Today was so fun! At Science lesson.

Higa and I think, Raymond both drew Hyun Soo and Min Hyuk took Raymond's and went around asking people to guess who the drawing was.

The drawing had Hyun Soo's name tag but Min Hyuk covered it =p.

Eh, really look like him eh. =p. He was pissed. I dun like him sometimes. I think he's retarded sometimes. That's when I feel like punching him =.="

Today arm wrestle with Eddy and Higa. Too strong both of them. =D

Ask Jia Jun to do his so-called-vibrato.

He was like "oooooo-oooo-"

Then I was like "Jia Jun! Not this one! The one where you move your stomach in and out"

So he did the "stomach move in and out version" and it was so retarded LOL, it looked like he was having sex 'cause he was moving forward and backward and I was like LMAO-ing.

SO I dare him to go to Eddy's group do that.

Jia Jun: *walks to Eddy's group, table at the back, sit down and start doing his sex vibrato LOL*

First time, all of them just look at him and some of them didn't even look.

Then second time they all laugh then that stupid Max was like, "Brenda, sit on top of him"

-________________-". I am not a prostitute.

KIK. That is how sex-like his vibrato is. KIK! xDDD

I felt sorry for "Patricia/Pat Pat" today again.

Yesterday "she" was so happy 'cause "she" had rice to eat.

Today "she" eat bread again. HAIH. =(

Then we had to prepare for our exams tomorrow.

At 3 o'clock, (Math period), all of us (9A-ians) were asked to go to Room 209 (Classroom for First Language English) because we are going to use that classroom for our exams!!!

YES!

All thanks to Ms. Song. She was the one who suggested 9A used an air-conditioned room. 9B unfortunately had to join the other upper years in the hall. =p

Oh and I especially feel sorry for Patricia again, 'cause "she" got the table nearest to the stage. KIK! Wo zhen de hen ke lian ni ah...wo mei you pian ni de...XD

And even better, I got the seat at the back and the teacher's table is in FRONT. =)

All smiles. I will have to start on my Science revision liaw.

"Haven't started."

That's the TRUTH. Some people asked me if I already started studying for exams

I told them I haven't started on Science yet. They asked me not to lie. lol.

I used up my time on HISTORY, NOT science. 'Cause I'm super weak at History.

I remember at National, the last Sejarah test before I left, I got 67/100 (or was it 62). It was objective and I didn't study. Me, Bren, Vui Yiin and Karen have to stand up for the whole 40 minutes just because of our marks. (all of use 50 or 60+ out of 100%). Sad.

So yea....I end my post here.

P/S: Mel will have her camwhoring buddies (Me and Jacqs) after the exams!!!!! X)