I am crying now.
I am.
Tears of pain. and sadness. and sorrow. and hurt. and..

No la =)..
Tears of joy of knowing i have the friends that no one else could have..

Friendships no one else are privileged with..
Friends that stick by you no matter what..
That tells u everything's okay no matter what..
That loves u back when others don't..

I love u all so much..and remembering that special day is all that is needed to make my day so much BRIGHTER. =)..

I sometimes wonder..God, why do I deserve friends that are so..that I don't deserve to have?

Why do they want me as a friend..I wonder.......

But then I think again..my friends..my inspiration..the people that makes my dark days light up..

[After every storm, if you look hard enough, You will see a rainbow..]

The storm shows the ups and downs I've been through in my 14 years of life...This ups and downs have blinded me into thinking no one cares and no one loves me...but in the end, (why does it always have to happen in the end???!)..those true friends.......the friends that make up the rainbow just appears in my life and everything becomes okay once again...

I jus wanna tell u all that I love you all and no matter what, I'm always there for you..

You can tell me all your problems, your secrets, everything..and I won't tell a soul except me, you and Him..

I'll keep you all in my prayers..=)..God bless!

-BrenSia-