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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Okay okay..i know "mer" sounds wrong but I so lazy write the whole thing...ok la if you dunno wat it means..it's MERDEKA DAY Pressure. You know our class, the some-are-cooperative-some-don't-care class. Trust me, if you are assistant leader and the leader of this whole Merdeka thing is your best friend, you wouldn't be "alive" right now...

Today, 30th July 2008, my two beloved friends, Ben and Jia told me they don't want to be involved in the performance..BUT Ben said he wanted to be narrator and Jia wanted to be the "askar". Okay this is what I'm going to say..Yea..Do whatever you want, AS LONG AS you both MUST sing on that day..

Okay..back to my point, Merdeka Day Pressure..

1st Problem: Merdeka Day is less than a month away, my scores for the violinists are retarded, the violinists still don't know the correct timing and I haven't composed the piano score...AAAH!!..I told Ely to get the karaoke version of the song we're about to do..

Ely: It's not easy to find the karaoke version for that song you know?? Can you find it?!

Me: No..but can ask J.Sim la! (Since, he's the guy that burned the songs we used last year)

Ely: But it's not easy to find the karaoke!

Me: And it's not easy for me to compose the scores...I'm composing the scores not you and it's not easy

You can see the tension can't you??? -_-..

2nd Problem: I MIGHT be singing lead..but I don't think I want to...literally

Singing auditions are going to be held TOMORROW (1/8/08)..T~T..i'm not really worried about the auditions..I'm worried about SOME people..I DON'T KNOW WHO HO..always think that me and Elyssa's ideas are not really good..

Okay..no offence but..if you think your ideas are really good, then you should become leader..me and Elyssa would GLADLY step out of our "positions"..I mean since you think that everything you say is like always good, always going to work out and all that..IF your ideas are SO good..why couldn't our class get a higher winning? Why only 5th when we all ACTUALLY CO-OPERATED AND TRIED OUR BEST? (especially Jethro who took so much effort memorising those Sultan lines..such a waste la)
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OR maybe it's because the problem lies in you yourself..When I said singing auditions will be held tomorrow you immediately made a big thing out of this...excuse me..did I say it was a confirmed audition? And you immediately say you didn't want to audition..
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AND..you couldn't even show some R.E.S.P.E.C.T for Cikgu Mikit, me and Elyssa..When we all were singing at the top of our voices, you were just playing around...
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WELL..LET ME TELL YOU THIS!..If people see you..they'll probably say that your parents didn't teach you NO manners..seseorang yang tidak bersopan AT ALL. PLEASE LA! Before you or any other readers think that I'm insulting this girl/guy's parents, I'M NOT!..THIS IS THE TRUTH! If you're rude, people will blame your parents for not teaching you so don't sia soi your parents okay..You want screw yourself, don't screw in school...==
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AND ANOTHER THING..LEARN to R.E.S.P.E.C.T other people's opinions especially mine and Elyssa's. We're really putting a lot of effort into this whole thing and if you don't want to co-operate then fine don't take part at all..if we don't win, we know WHO to blame..for his/her un-cooperativeness...I am like so fustrated at this person right now...

If you ever read this..you probably can figure out who you are...and don't any of you readers be SO STUPID to guess this person and put his/her name in the chatbox...please la...we are born with brains so we must make use of it...

Sorry for the insults! My anger has NOT subsided COMPLETELY..there are a lot of things this person has done that had angered me....Please, la..I tell you..NONE of you have ever seen me REALLY, REALLY ANGRY! I can really KILL you if i'm REALLY pissed..I'm a very violent person when I'm totally pissed so..yea...that's about all..

AND ONE LAST THING! Just think about what you are doing...God won't be happy with what you're doing you know..You are like trying to break us down by making our opinions seem so unimportant..DON'T DO THAT! IT'S NOT RIGHT!

9:36 AM

Hello everyone :D. I'm Brenda and I've been studying in Lodge International from 6/3/2009 :) ; before that I was in Lodge National and so many memorable things have happened while I was there, which you could read about in the 2008-early 2009 archives :D. I may seem to be a girl that's easy-going, friendly, always giving in but trust me, I have another side to me. A darker, angrier, scarier side of me which I keep inside. I am like a lidded bottle that opens up when emotions pour in and shuts them inside. I can't seem to find ways to release those emotions, so I am a very frustrated and angry kid. But I'm still nice (: