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Sunday, November 30, 2008

I am crying now.
I am.
Tears of pain. and sadness. and sorrow. and hurt. and..

No la =)..
Tears of joy of knowing i have the friends that no one else could have..

Friendships no one else are privileged with..
Friends that stick by you no matter what..
That tells u everything's okay no matter what..
That loves u back when others don't..

I love u all so much..and remembering that special day is all that is needed to make my day so much BRIGHTER. =)..

I sometimes wonder..God, why do I deserve friends that are so..that I don't deserve to have?

Why do they want me as a friend..I wonder.......

But then I think again..my friends..my inspiration..the people that makes my dark days light up..

[After every storm, if you look hard enough, You will see a rainbow..]

The storm shows the ups and downs I've been through in my 14 years of life...This ups and downs have blinded me into thinking no one cares and no one loves me...but in the end, (why does it always have to happen in the end???!)..those true friends.......the friends that make up the rainbow just appears in my life and everything becomes okay once again...

I jus wanna tell u all that I love you all and no matter what, I'm always there for you..

You can tell me all your problems, your secrets, everything..and I won't tell a soul except me, you and Him..

I'll keep you all in my prayers..=)..God bless!

-BrenSia-

8:34 AM


Date: Wednesday, 26th November 2009
Time: Around 1+ pm - 4+pm
Place: Arena Sukan and Igloo

Today (Wednesday la =] ) , Yi Yong invite me go play badminton at Arena along with Elisa and Jessy. I of course la wan..so long din play badminton liaw ma..so finally after using the most effective parent-convincing technique:

Ask when parents are in extremely good mood-

My mom allow so Elisa picked me up in her new Green Piccanto Car..Piccanto right? . . .

Okay, anyways, her car is cute hehe..okay back to the story...Elisa's father dropped us at the roadside..we had to get out reli quickly cos the traffic keep moving so we had to cross over to get to Arena..and Elisa was like panicking..she was like running to the other side..

Me and Yi Yong were like ==" at her lol!

Then Yi Yong go ki chiu at the driver jus impromptu-ly and the driver stop for us! Wah, so polite! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! Then we go book court..chun chun saw, Kenric and his 2C group, Joel and his gang at the futsal place. Few minutes later, Chung Yee's gang come to play futsal oso..so we go play badminton lo..

Not serious wan..Please. You do not want to noe...Then we play for maybe nearly 1/2 an hour (or maybe a bit past 1/2 an hour..i derno..) then...

Elisa: I think we go Igloo now la. Bren need to go home at 4 something..

Yi Yong; Hah? Why so early?

So I had to explain about my mom picking me up after work and going to eat Chicken Rice which I didn't eat in the end..-___-"

So we went Igloo! Due to some "technical diffiulties" Yi Yong ended up ordering a Milo.

Elisa ordered some peppermint ice thingy and I ordered a Pink Lady ice thingy. Nice.

Then..

Elisa: I need to go make a phone call to my parents

Then she went out for quite a while

Me and Yi Yong just talk talk lo...then I saw Elisa coming back with something in her hand..a birthday cake..from MICKEY CAKE HOUSE. KOLLY LOW'S CAKE HOUSE! WOOOT!!!

Me: Eee..Elisa! Who's birthday?

Yi Yong: Happy Birthday Bren!

Me: =O..speechless..

Seriously. I was speechless..Yes, i wasn't overemotional..I learned to control my emotions on the last day of school..but seriously I was so..omely ;)..not expecting it!!! It was a chocalate cake with Pooh Bear on it and the words "Xiao Mei" aww...my gawsh....=')...and Yi Yong say she choose Winnie the Pooh cos it remind her of me..always jolly...wadda..-.-"

LOL!!! I LOVE U GUYS SO FRICKING MUCH!!!!!! THANK U SO MUCH! ='))

8:08 AM

Monday, November 17, 2008

Yes this post is about yesterday's (16/11/08, Sunday) prom at Kuching Park. It is DEFINITELY a prom to remember...so much happiness, so many tears...

I went with Yi Yong to the prom hehe..we sat at Table A with the rest of the 2A people. I didn't eat at the prom lol..i was too busy worrying about the performance. Joshua, me and Jesmond were suppose to sing "Check Yes Juliet" but then me and Jesmond dunno da song so in the end due to some "technical difficulties" (the song needed to be uploaded on YouTube on a laptop and it was very very laggy i think, due to the lousy internet service if i'm not wrong lol) Joshua sang the song solo and Acapella! It was really good.

Then there were other great performances like "Love Story-Taylor Swift" by Chi En and Elizabeth..they sang great! =D. Then there was also the short but hot dance ;) by Jia Ying and Wei Xin. Dang, those gals got moves!!! =)). Followed by James' exceptional beatboxing, (wow.) and Huai Xuan and Chi En singing Tatoo and the sweetest!!!!

Mark sang the song "Just One Chance" and dedicated it to *ahem* *ahem* i will not say who it is but you know who you are la..gawsh..she was moved to tears..I.I..so sweet! if a guy do that for me i'll be so touched. You lucky gal.

Then we had games!!! One word: Hilarious. The first game was like the gals had to form the circle and the boys had to also form a circle around the girls..then the music plays the guys have to circle around the girls and the girls have to close their eyes. When the music stop, the guys stop turning and the girls have to hug the guy behind her. LOL. Didn't work out -.-. Instead, when the guys found out who they had to hug, they hugged each other instead, like our famous gay couple, Kenric and Luqman. ;p

Then there was this game called "Honey, I Love You" the guy have to say "Honey, I Love You ,will you smile for me?" but the girl is not allowed to smile. If the guy makes her smile, then he wins. Lol. James and Josephine's was the funniest.

James: Honey, I Love You will you smile for me?

Josephine: .....No, I won't smile for you.

James: Oh, man! This sucks.

Someone *shouts* : Kiss her!

*followed by many other people asking James to kiss her*

Joshua to me: I wanted to ask him to strip but oh well..

Me: Strip!

Someone else: Ya, strip!

So James was wearing a suit and an overcoat.so with his seductive arrrrrrrr sexy kuan, he strip his overcoat so Jo laugh lol.

Then we had a performance from Angeline and Yvonne and Jesmond. Jesmond was playing some slow sad song and Angeline & Yvonne dedicated a poem from Alvin's blog : www.alpster.blogspot.com to Ben. awww, so sweet la. I could see Ben was very touched after the performance Ben was like "Alvin, I love you!"

=}

Then it was our footloose.

We got high on da dancefloor!!!!

Me and Caroline got high. We were so hot when it came to the "I Kissed A Girl and I like it!" :P.

Then when the prom was almost over everyone was asked to give Ben a hug and he broke down. ..... it was really a sad moment. I mean, it's really hard to leave so many friends who love you so much the next day (today). In the end, we were asked to leave him alone for a while. When he was okay, we all take a pic and the last one all of us were like "WE LOVE YOU, BEN!" then all of us still hugged him =)

So many tears, so many memories...WE WILL MISS YOU BEN TIFF and of course, JOSH *specially me and jesmond*

All those times, all the things we went through was well worth it. :). For a friend like you...

Today at around 12+ i dunno why but, i started reflecting on what happened last night. The reaction of those around me and I began to realize how precious time with your friends are. We never know when our friends will be gone and we have to cherish every single moment with them. Life is a blessing from God and we should treasure it..to the best we can..live every moment of it with happiness not with sadness. Throw away all your pain. Forgive and forget. =))

Cos we will never know what will happen tomorrow...

1:23 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Today we went on a field trip to 2 places:

-Borneo Springs something liddat la

-Matang Wildlife Centre

First stop is Borneo Springs. The entire Form 2 went together this time to the same place. How FUN! All of us were divided into 3 buses, some 2A students shared a bus with the entire 2B and the teachers in our bus were Cikgu Agien and Mr.Camillus.

At first, when the bus left the school, I got a little excited thinking about whether something fun/dramatic will happen in this field trip, like last time the field trip to Matang Wildlife and Mervyn's fought with an orang utan over his bag which the orang utan took and also when an orang utan tried to snatch Janna's bag away from her. HAHA. =}

BUT, THEN, what turned my excitement OFF completely was the traffic jam. GOODNESSGRACIOUSME! (copyrighted from Mr.Dunstan Lee) If I am not wrong, we took I think probably not less than 1/2 AN HOUR OVERALL just to get through the stupid jams. Summore it's in the morning, not like it's lunch time or anything.

Yea, yea, people rush to work in the morning, whatever la..but lunch time is worse. That's when people go to eat and you see twice the amount of cars you see in the morning. Lucky adults. Some of them wake up later than their kids. =/. Not a good example.

Then finally what seems like 1 1/2 HOURS, (but I don't think it's that long la), we finally reached Borneo Springs. Sharon got really excited about the Borneo Springs. She was like "Did you know you can swim here?" and all that. We saw the sign : "Borneo Springs" so we were thinking springs as in big kolams with clear water. WRONG! WRONG! WRONG! WRONG!

You know what the spring was?!

A place where a big (if I'm not wrong) blue USL labelled metal-looking big big tank where the water is stored I guess, a tank with water leaking from it and the tank had brown muddy stains on it. HOW INTERESTING!

Yes, that was the spring. SO MUCH BETTER than we expected. What a BIG difference from what WE THOUGHT! =D

Summore, actually the most interesting thing I saw was the process of how the labels on the bottle actually stick to the bottle.

1st process: Bottles are created by plastic. AMAZING! They make their own bottles! =O

2nd process: There's some kind of machine that grips the bottles upside-down while there's a spray that actually washes the bottle

3rd process: Bottles are filled with water and put on some kind of machine..you know those machines in the airport where you wait for your luggage and there's these rollers that can make the surface move carrying your bag towards you? Yea..same concept for these machine. The bottles are placed on this moving machine. =.=

4th process: Workers place labels on a bottle

5th process: Position the labels properly

6th process: There's a machine that when the bottles pass through the labels actually contract and you can see it contract and when it comes out the label just sticks firmly on the bottle. AMAZING!

7th process: Bottles are packed in boxes

UNFORTUNATELY, we weren't allowed to take pictures! I REPEAT, weren't ALLOWED, NOT allowed but DON'T CARE, but WEREN'T ALLOWED, *clears throat* so sorry if you don't get the picture. =/ Not my problem anyways =D

Overall, it was very boring. The only people that were friendly was the man who showed us around. The other workers act as if we weren't there. How FRIENDLY! How POLITE! How COURTEOUS! =)

I was SO SAD when we had to leave the Borneo Springs to go to the Matang Wildlife Centre which has many endangered species that some I've never seen before.

The trip took less than 15 minutes. It could have been faster if the road wasn't blocked due to construction. When we reached there, we were given a briefing by some man and we all headed in groups of 15.

We go see all the animals. The orang utans UNFORTUNATELY, were caged up this time, disallowing any drama to happen like before =(..

We saw some big ape that looked like King Kong and this ape had its own space and a very big space it was. We had to climb up to look at it cause the wall enclosing it was too high to see from ground level. The ape is HUGE! and VERY SMELLY! It was lying down and many thought it was dead but when it suddenly like come up..AIYO!!!! The smell is horrible seriously. UNCIVILISED! Don't take baths wan. Huh! Oh ya, did I tell you that this ape, it has the most BEAUTIFUL face I have ever seen. It's face is actually small, but two huge flaps on both sides make it look grotesquely large =D. And it was being very hao lian. It think it so cool, go climb all the way up look at us. Ask it to swing don't want don't want lo. In the end, Cikgu Agien scold us for coming down late cause' we were too carried away shouting at it to swing down. -__-" I call it hao lian. Kenneth called it "bastard". Hmm...

Then we go see the orang utans finally. Then the guys, (Joel and his gang) were of cause' messing around with the orang utan. Then one orang utan started swinging.

I forgot who say but someone say, "Why the orang utan dick so big wan?"

Then someone, if I not wrong Jethro say "That's not a dick, that's a vagina."

Then someone I donno who also dis wan say "How come the vagina so big one? Where got vagina so big?" Oh ya, it's Jethro or Joshua lol.

Then suddenly when it was swinging, got like drops of water dropping from the peepee then Joel say "EeeE! Why got water drop from the private part one?"

Then suddenly someone say "Lavinia, don't stand near the orang utan ar, later it pee on you"

=.="

Cikgu Agien scolded Joel for commenting what he commented, saying something like he should watch the orang utans and not other things. =}

Aiya I don't want say liaw la..Oh ya, after that we went back to school, On the way, the roads were wet and the water splashed in the bus and Joshua drank the water. =D..I think that quenched his thirst. After that, 50% of us fell asleep while some of us just keep talking -.- We reached back to school at around 1.30, half an hour later than the expected time but anyways we were given 1/2 an hour for lunch =D

4:16 AM