Okay okay..i know "mer" sounds wrong but I so lazy write the whole thing...ok la if you dunno wat it means..it's MERDEKA DAY Pressure. You know our class, the some-are-cooperative-some-don't-care class. Trust me, if you are assistant leader and the leader of this whole Merdeka thing is your best friend, you wouldn't be "alive" right now...

Today, 30th July 2008, my two beloved friends, Ben and Jia told me they don't want to be involved in the performance..BUT Ben said he wanted to be narrator and Jia wanted to be the "askar". Okay this is what I'm going to say..Yea..Do whatever you want, AS LONG AS you both MUST sing on that day..

Okay..back to my point, Merdeka Day Pressure..

1st Problem: Merdeka Day is less than a month away, my scores for the violinists are retarded, the violinists still don't know the correct timing and I haven't composed the piano score...AAAH!!..I told Ely to get the karaoke version of the song we're about to do..

Ely: It's not easy to find the karaoke version for that song you know?? Can you find it?!

Me: No..but can ask J.Sim la! (Since, he's the guy that burned the songs we used last year)

Ely: But it's not easy to find the karaoke!

Me: And it's not easy for me to compose the scores...I'm composing the scores not you and it's not easy

You can see the tension can't you??? -_-..

2nd Problem: I MIGHT be singing lead..but I don't think I want to...literally

Singing auditions are going to be held TOMORROW (1/8/08)..T~T..i'm not really worried about the auditions..I'm worried about SOME people..I DON'T KNOW WHO HO..always think that me and Elyssa's ideas are not really good..

Okay..no offence but..if you think your ideas are really good, then you should become leader..me and Elyssa would GLADLY step out of our "positions"..I mean since you think that everything you say is like always good, always going to work out and all that..IF your ideas are SO good..why couldn't our class get a higher winning? Why only 5th when we all ACTUALLY CO-OPERATED AND TRIED OUR BEST? (especially Jethro who took so much effort memorising those Sultan lines..such a waste la)
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OR maybe it's because the problem lies in you yourself..When I said singing auditions will be held tomorrow you immediately made a big thing out of this...excuse me..did I say it was a confirmed audition? And you immediately say you didn't want to audition..
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AND..you couldn't even show some R.E.S.P.E.C.T for Cikgu Mikit, me and Elyssa..When we all were singing at the top of our voices, you were just playing around...
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WELL..LET ME TELL YOU THIS!..If people see you..they'll probably say that your parents didn't teach you NO manners..seseorang yang tidak bersopan AT ALL. PLEASE LA! Before you or any other readers think that I'm insulting this girl/guy's parents, I'M NOT!..THIS IS THE TRUTH! If you're rude, people will blame your parents for not teaching you so don't sia soi your parents okay..You want screw yourself, don't screw in school...==
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AND ANOTHER THING..LEARN to R.E.S.P.E.C.T other people's opinions especially mine and Elyssa's. We're really putting a lot of effort into this whole thing and if you don't want to co-operate then fine don't take part at all..if we don't win, we know WHO to blame..for his/her un-cooperativeness...I am like so fustrated at this person right now...

If you ever read this..you probably can figure out who you are...and don't any of you readers be SO STUPID to guess this person and put his/her name in the chatbox...please la...we are born with brains so we must make use of it...

Sorry for the insults! My anger has NOT subsided COMPLETELY..there are a lot of things this person has done that had angered me....Please, la..I tell you..NONE of you have ever seen me REALLY, REALLY ANGRY! I can really KILL you if i'm REALLY pissed..I'm a very violent person when I'm totally pissed so..yea...that's about all..

AND ONE LAST THING! Just think about what you are doing...God won't be happy with what you're doing you know..You are like trying to break us down by making our opinions seem so unimportant..DON'T DO THAT! IT'S NOT RIGHT!

To Mel,
Thanks for being there when I needed comfort,
Don't worry, I don't blame you for the eye accident ;),
Or the fact that those teachers might scold you for going out,
But thank you so much!
Luv ya!
To Lavi,
Thanks for being there when I needed help,
A pat on the back was all I needed to cheer me up,
Always there by my side when I needed help,
Thank you so much!
Luv ya!
To Eunice,
Thanks for being there for me,
Telling me to cheer up and telling me that it was my first time,
Going to the "circle" ever since..=)),
Hehe....thank you!!!
To my one and only 3 jies,
Thank you for giving me the support and some hugs from some of you,
When I needed it,
Thanks for cheering me up, San Jie *i wanna be inside your heaven...lol..;)*,
Thanks for being funni with D***el, Er Jie, hehe
Thanks for the love and gentleness that can heal anybody's heart Da Jie,
I love you gals!
To the ONE AND ONLY ELYSSA HO,
Thank you for the support,
Thank you for the post in your blog,
So touching hehehe...And don't worry,
I have A LOT of love for ya 2 =))..
To Bren,
The other Bren in 2B,
Thank u for the encouragement,
I'm so touched..and emotional..
Sigh..this letter is for all who comforted me,
So thank you!,
I LOVE YOU!
To Dawn Mamiii,
Thank you for the hug,
I love hugs..X),
Thank you for the countless times you cheered me up,
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!
I love ya!
To Yvonne,
I don't really know you much,
But thank you for the encouragement,
Thank you for actually putting effort,
To visit my blog,
And yes, congrats on your win,
Don't waste your sadness on nothing anymore :),
Luv ya 2!

God bless you all...^^

To all my dearest loved ones...:)

To Yii Foong.
Who was and still is my best friend,
Thank you so much for helping me get through the syarahan,
With all those changes you made that helped pull me up,
Thank you for being there when I needed someone to talk to (online),
Thanks for being my friend since I was Primary Six,
I love you...
To Shau Ching,
Thank you for giving me support when I was down,
And helped me carry on through the day,
When my hopes were down, you still offered words that could brighten anyone's
day,
I love you...
To Jesmond,
Thank you for comforting me when I was depressed,
Offering me a tissue even though you didn't have one with you,
Asking me to sit at the canteen until I felt better,
Today, I truly saw a good friend in you,
I love you...
To Jia Xhin,
Thank you for your *never mind-NY* last minute support,
Asking me whether I could bring the script up,
And looking more panicked than I was..==""..
Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone,
To show me care,
I love you too....

May God bless all of you...I love you always forever and ever...=D

I looked at teacher... She just gave me a mark for my Moral paper as one of the answers she marked wrong, after much consideration decided that it was correct. "Yay..that makes it 81%" I thought happily.

Timothy Bong took my paper..flipped through the pages..looked at the question that asked about the punca keciciran pelajar.

Timothy: Eh so unfair..you get full mark for this section..teacher give all of us 3 marks only

He put my paper on the table and the guys said:

Jethro: Eh cikgu mengapa dia dapat full mark?

Ben: Yalah! Dia baru tulis one sentence sahaja. Mengapa saya baru dapat 3 marks dan dia dapat 6 marks?

Cikgu Mikit looks at Ben's paper.

Cikgu: Lihat ini ya..Dalam BM, ayat kamu dianggap tergantung. Dia (me) pula menulis dalam ayat penuh.

Jethro looks at my paper.

Jethro: Tapi cikgu! Jawapan dia bukan dari text book!

Ben: Ya cigku! Jawapannya bukan dari text book leh

Cikgu: Ya..tapi..[interrupted by them]..Baiklah saya potong 3 markah.

Cuts 3 marks from my paper..left 78%

I felt like crying..but I remembered what happened to Jesus in the Bible..He was mocked..called the King of the Jews. He was betrayed by his own disciple, Judas. He who was innocent was crucified, just so that our sins would be forgiven...if he could go through all this..how could I not go through something that was compared to his suffering, a "drop of water in a bucket"?

Jesus had forgiven Peter when he denied knowing Him 3 TIMES.
He had eaten with TAX COLLECTERS.

But most importantly, he has taught us all the concept of "forgive and forget".

There are many people in this world that are just waiting to bring you down..

To look down on you, to insult you, to take advantage of u..but remember....

Proverbs 25:21- If your enemy is hungry, give him food to eat, if your enemy is thirsty, give him water to drink

AND

Psalms 129:2- They may have greatly opressed me from my youth, but they have not gained victory over me.

:)

Oh ya...enemy doesn't sound right..hmm...let's change it...enemy*...change to....friend..=D..that's better..X)

Created by: One of the gangs in 2B (Guess which one la..==")

Saw this on ELYssa's weebly..=D..i save it in my own comp..muahahaha...i'm so evil..=D

Enlarge to see this ten "commandments"...after u read it u will find that one of the commandments is unexpectedly funny...==